verse 1 C Am skipping school and kissing in your front yard F G no I'm not in love with you C Am F G C i just want to hold you in the dark & make you wish you were never born Am F G behind the bleachers at the game that night C Am F G you know I wanted you that way C Am F G now that I hold you in my arms so tight F G i can't stand, can't stand your sight verse 2 C Am F cutting pictures of armor from magazines G C Am F G we paste them to the sides of our hearts to keep them from breaking F G C Am F G C Am i feel nervous. i feel empty. i don't know what to do with you F G Am F G it's not that I don't want to kiss you, it's just that I feel nothing when I do solo thing. u can do whatever u want here verse 3 C Am F so let down your hair G C Am still wet from the rain last night F G you couldn't fall asleep F G C Am F it's not that i wanna die G C Am sometimes i just think I'm living a lie F G Am F G C and when you wake up in the middle of the night, i won't be there when you turn on the light