E D# C# B --7-- --6-- --4-- --7--| --9-- --8-- --6-- --7--| --9-- --8-- --6-- --8--| --9-- --8-- --6-- --9--| --7-- --6-- --4-- --9--| --x-- --x-- --x-- --7--| Intro: E D# E D# E D# C# (x2) Verse 1: E D# I would love to be better E D# I would love to be free E D# I would love to be perfect C# when you look at me E D# But instead I'm still cryin' E D# yes instead I'm still lyin' E D# sad to say I'm still tryin' C# not to be me E B When I see all the weakness E B that I turned into sickness E D# I still think I can slide C# just fine on the ice E D# It's not easy to be honest E D# sometimes I'm just astonished E D# C# how hard it can be to be true E B Why do I lie? E B Is it just to get by E B If I give up my lines C# will I die? E B If fortunes are favored E B then I am in labor E B and I'm tryin' so hard C# to leave lyin' behind Verse 2: E D# I don't want to be hazy E D# I don't think that I'm crazy E D# but I've had some moments C# where I am not sure E D# and if you can forgive me E D# for just being human E D# then I will try harder C# to keep my words pure E B I could be on the border E B It could be a disorder E D# but honestly I think C# that I can come clean E D# and all of my stories E D# might even be boring E D# If I can tell you C# what they all mean