Am, G, F, (C G, Am)
Im always so lonely, frustrated and angry
And I never know if its my fault
Or if its just my brain working fucking wrong
I have got problems that I cannot withhold
Cause I have got diseases that I cannot control
G, F, C, G
My feelings are at the mercy of my chemical imbalances
Im trapped inside the torture of living with bipolar disorder
Ill always hate myself more than I hate anyone else
Ill always hate myself more than I hate anyone else
Cause I know that I have earned it
From years and years of treating myself like shit
Am, G, (C G, Am)
And I want to believe that its not my fault
Am, G, (C G, F)
And I want to believe I can live a fulfilling life
G
But I might not
C
I might not