Intro: C
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my foundation was rocked my tried and true way to deal was to vanish
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my departures were old I stood in the room shaking in my boots
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at that particular time love had challenged me to stay
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at that particular moment I knew not run away again
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that particular month I was ready to investigate with you
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at that particular time
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we thought a break would be good for four months we sat and vacillated
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we thought a small time apart would clear up the doubts that were abounding
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at that particular time love encouraged me to wait
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at that particular moment it helped me to be patient
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that particular month we needed time to marinate in what "us" meant
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at that particular time
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I've always wanted for you what you've wanted for yourself
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and yet I wanted to save us high water or hell
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and I kept on ignoring the ambivalence you felt
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and in the meantime I lost myself
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in the meantime I lost myself
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I'm sorry I lost myself….i am
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you knew you needed more time time spent alone with no distraction
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you felt you needed to fly solo and high to define what you wanted
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at that particular time love encouraged me to leave
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at that particular moment I knew staying with you meant deserting me
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that particular month was harder than you'd believe but I still left
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at that particular time