(first verse played softly, almost without sound, pianissimo) Em I'd be lying if I said I was completely unscathed Em I might be proving you right with my silence or my retaliation G A G7 A G A G7 A would I be letting you win in my non reaction? G A G7 A how would I explain? G A G7 A how would I explain this to my children if I had them? Em C Because I can't not. Em C Because I can't not Em G D5 Because i can't afford to be misread one more time. Em Would I be whining if I said I needed a hug? Em Would you feel slighted if I said your love's not enough? G A G7 A how can I complain? G A G7 how can I complain when Im the one who reaches for it? Em C Because I can't not. Em C Because I can't not Em G D5 Because i cannot walk without my crutches Em C Because I can't not. Em C Because I can't not Em G D5 Because i can't help wonder why you ask me (Here come's the strings section and the piano, lyrical and beautiful moment, voice must be extreme soft) E D5 A To all the unheard wisdom in the schoolyard E D5 you think you're the right ones A B you think you're the charmed ones i'm sure E D5 C#m C how can you go on with such conviction? E and who do you think you are? B why do you question me? Em C Because we can't not Em C Because we can't not Em G D5 Because we can't help laugh at understimations Em C Because we can't not Em C Because we can't not Em G D5 Because we can't afford to be misled one more time Em C Because we can't not Em C Because we can't not Em G D5 Because we cannot help without your willingness. Em C Em D Why do you affect me? why do you affect me still? Em C Em D Why do you hinder me? why do you hinder me still? Em C Em D why do you unnerve me? why do you unnerve me still? Em C Em D why do you trigger me? why do you trigger me still?