Intro: Am Bb Dm C Verso 1: Am I stopped making deals with God Bb Right around when you left Dm I said that I would start believing C If they made you well again Dm Guess they knew it was bullshit Bb Never hold up my end F All the walls are stained in your nicotine C I could feel closing in Verso 2: Am I heard somebody cry Bb I thought I was alone Dm I came to numb my lungs in the salt air C Let the breakers heal my bones Dm Bb I wish that the current would carry me home F I've been running for a decade now C And I think I'm ready to go C Oh, I'm ready to go ( F Bb Dm C ) Verso 3: Am I stopped making deals with God Bb When the light finally died Dm I'm gonna guard what's left of the good in us C When the ash blocks out the sky Dm And hold you with my left hand Bb And ball up my right F And if the bastards come for both of us C I'll be right there by your side C I'm by your side ( F Bb Dm C ) G When I was in shambles Bb When I got too weak F Bb The ocean grew hands to hold me G When I was in shambles Bb When I got too weak F Bb The ocean grew hands to hold me Verso 3: Am I stopped blaming God Bb When you said you were sick Dm I learned to lean on the people who love me C When the sutures start to split Dm Bb I trust in the current to pull you back in F I miss everyone at once C But most of all, I miss the ocean Final: F Bb Dm C F