E F7 C# B
I've been obviously on the verge of a mental breakdown this week
A B C# A
Stuck between your dirty sheets and back-lit memories
E F7 C# B
And I've been putting off things like getting my shit out of your apartment
A B C# A
I've been making up excuses about the things that you might need
A B C# E
And I've been trying to find out where everyone's been
A B C# E
But they're nowhere and I'm nothing
A B C# E
And I've been trying to stay as busy as I can
E F7 C# B
I finally broke on Christmas Eve
A B C# A
In an Outback Steakhouse bathroom while my family ordered for me
E F7 C# B
Haven't been losing sleep, no I pass out almost instantly
A B
The bad dreams get worse every week
C# A B
I think I'm losing a little of me
A B C#
I'm getting better, but it's in small steps
A B
I'm working on sleeping on the left
A C# B
I just can't blame New York for this
A B C#
And so I'm down again, but this time it's different
A B
I'm mourning something that I miss
A C# B
And that's better than being hopeless