A Bm I wish you had been at your memorial D A Seeing someone proposing on stage Bm I couldn't get through my song for you D A When it came to saying your name Bm I can still see the room at the hospital D A Pretty, painted tile Bm I can still see your skin turning purple D A E Milly of the Nile F#m Can you hear me? E Did you mean it? F#m Did you plan it out? E Or was it an accident? A Bm Time, time, up and down the blue screen D A It's dawn and I'm insane Bm Love's just a word and not what the word means D A But I'll say it just the same Bm Talking to an entity D A Made of endless night Bm I dream in TV dialogue D A E A world of shadow and light F#m I know it don't work that way E But maybe you'll come back some day F#m I know it don't work like that E But maybe you can take it back ( A Bm D A ) ( A Bm D A ) ( E ) A Bm Now that there's no need to say a word D A Can I still make amends? Bm But silence, the only kindness I heard D A Forgiveness, the only revenge Bm Meeting all of the people D A I've heard of from your past Bm Reading through all of your letters D A Looking for your love ( E ) F#m You told me that love E Is when someone asks you F#m "Please leave me alone" E And you really do F#m You looked into my eyes E 'Til I was your mother and son F#m I tried to look away E But saw you in everyone A Bm I wish you had been at your memorial D A Seeing someone proposing on stage